The lack of motivation to do anything is overwhelming. I simply want to curl up with a good book and forget that the trash needs to go out, or that I haven't had a decent meal in three days. Yet, here I am trying to push myself over the looming wall of self doubt, and creativity block. My life has been simply just pathetic and sad this summer. All my friends are off doing things that seem much cooler than me, and here I am waiting for the world to change. I thought about getting a job but the fact that my mom would have to take me to work because my sister works first shift at her job with our car is simply unbearable. Sometimes I zone out and my hands feel like they're in water and no longer connected to my body. It's a weird but oddly mind opening feeling. Anyways, I haven't been doing anythings so these simple udates are here just to tell you that I haven't died in the corner while my mind dances around inside my head.
Much Love,
Only that invisible girl.
xoxo
