Hello my community of no one, know otherwise as my non-existent audience. And with that little opener, we have today's topic: feeling lonely. There is this universally known feeling known as being lonely. Your mind knows that you are surrounded by hundreds, thousands, and millions of people but still feel quite alone. The whole cliche phrase of feeling "alone in a crowded room" kinda thing. There is a reason this phrase is so cliche, so overused, it's because people ACTUALLY feel this way. I'm a very introverted person (a topic for another day) that doesn't really share their feelings, so sometimes even with my closest friends I feel alone, because they don't know what's going on in my life every and no one really understands what I'm going through. I'm currently loosing my best friend of 10 years, to another group of people who are honestly some of the most obnoxious people I've met. Who just happen to be the kind of people we'd poke fun at in years past. When people change, you start to get this lonely feeling. I think a lot of feelings come from the fear of change, you lose people, things, and then what you once knew as familiar is suddenly ripped away from you, and you have to create a new familiar. And during those little transition phases, this is when you feel so alone, because honestly there is nothing you can do about it. I know there are definitely more forms of the 'feeling of being lonely' but this just happens to be the one I'm feeling right now.
When one deep breath isn't enough.
much love,
Only That Inivisble Girl
P.S. if you're reading this and feeling a little lonely, I'm here, I see you! Email me and I will send much love, and will talk through anything with you :)
Here's a song that hits a little close to home on this topic: Click me for song!
